No one needs to tell me it’s a taboo or abomination, but I didn’t do it willingly and I cannot say I was raped. All I know was that I did it and I hated my mum for it.

I was still in technical college then; you can say I was a teenager but believe me I wasn’t. I was already in my twenties by then. Let me tell you a little about my mum, she divorces my dad when my younger brother was two years old to marry my dad’s friend.

Though my mum has married another person, she do come to visit us sometimes and sleep over at my dad’s house. She has come for visitation like we are in boarding school like countless times. The man my mum married to is a very nice man to the core and he was blessed as well. Though he is not a wealthy man but looking at my step brothers explains it all. My mum has already given birth to three living children before this unfortunate incident happened.

You might want to know who my father is; he was worked at post and telegram as a letter man. And according to story we heard, my dad was sacked, this makes my mum to leave my dad for his friend. Things were tough for us then to be honest and we could barely eat. My mum was full house wife then, she has no savings at all and could not help as well.

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Let me go straight to what concerns my life, It was after many years that my mum has left our dad. She has been coming to visit us as I’ve said earlier which means she has settled things with my dad. She came as usual on a faithful day, and she could not go back home again. It was after 16 years she left our dad, my dad has married another person and that woman has given birth to three children also. My dad has managed to build three bedroom house, he uses one, my step mother is using one, the remaining one is for we children to use. But on this day that my mum came to our house, it rained that she could not go back home. My dad instructed my step brothers to sleep in the living room that day and my mum should share the room with us – myself and my brother.

One thing about my younger brother is that he barely sleep in the bedroom but uses the sitting room and day was not exempted. As the rain was heavier and heavy thunder was doing his wonders, I feel the strange hands around my stomach. I had no girlfriend then, no stranger was in the house except my mum. I grabbed the hand to know whose hand it was. The owner of this hand used her second hand to touch my nipples, could this be my mum? I was thinking or my step-mum want to use this against my mum.

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And as you know I’m in my father’s house, I slept on boxer only; the rain on this day makes things worse. I’ve watched a lot of pornographies and wish to test how sex looks like and at the same time I want to know who was touching me. Before my brain could process what I want and what I don’t want, the hand I grabbed has drawn my hand to her breast and used her hand to do dirty things under my boxer. There I was shocked and wanted to call my mum but the mouth that kissed me makes me know who the person was.

I can’t shout! And I don’t want to continue. This is abomination! I am ruined. My mum made me moan slowly because she did not want me to shout. I resisted her but her strength surpassed mine and she mounted on me. To be honest, my dick has stood up and her on top gave her easy passage, I told her I’ve not done it before and she promised to be gentle on me. She rode me fast that day because she did not want to be caught, the first time I had sex was with my mum. It’s crazier than you thought. I felt bad and remorse, before dawn mum has gone to meet her husband who is my step dad.

Again and again my mum will visit me at where I live at Oritaperin in Ibadan, we had marathon sex times without number. Anytime I heard she’s around to check on me for visitation I know we’ll make use of full pack of gold circle. She taught me how to wear condom and how to dispose it.

During this time, I was at technical college at Oritaperin in Ibadan. It was after I had sex with my mum that I have girlfriend at school. My mum knew about it and fought the girl. The fight made my mum to promise me to leave my step father so that we can always enjoy ourselves to the fullest. Two months passed, my mum did not leave my step dad, I couldn’t control my urge for my mum’s cuddling and how she rides me. I’m now a sex pro and couldn’t take my eyes off anything under the skirts, even if you wear a skirt for a goat, I’ll pull it down.

After I’ve expected my mum to leave her husband who is my step father and she breached our agreement, I did worse things. Since I know my step father’s house, all I did was to pay them a visit at the time I know no one will be at home.  I tore their net, remove the burglary, and stole the VCD decoder.

Before I left the scene where I burgled my step father’s house, my identity card fell from my pocket. So it wasn’t long before I was traced to my school. My dad cannot come; my mum did not have the effrontery to confront me as well because of our agreement and what we shared. They can’t report the case to any law enforcement firm, they can only relate to people who are very close to them. The only person who came to confront me with the evidence they had was my step father’s pastor. It was the pastor that I told a semi truth that my mum promised to leave my step father because of me.

The pastor collected the VCD from me and took it home. After many years, it’s my turn to marry; I took like seven women to my mum. The burgling stopped my mum from coming to our house and I can not come close to her too because of what I stole. Years passed, we resolved issues between my step father and myself, I can visit my mum at her husband house, my step siblings and I are going well together. I brought my new girlfriend to my mum at her husband’s place; we spent more than a week there. Unlike my dad, my step father established my mum in selling medicine. This means that she sells condom and I can take as many as I want.

Now I am happily married with three children in my personal house with a fine Toyota car. But lately many things are happening already; firstly, I lost my job in Lagos. I relied on my Toyota for commercial ride, but when things get tougher, I sold my car to fend my family. As if that was not enough, state government demolished the house I built and I ended up living in the church with my family.

This does not end here, I lost my immediate brother and our family entirely is not doing fine. But you see my step father’s family they are doing well. The man has given birth to five children now all from my mum and they are all doing fantastic well and fine.

Each time I see my step siblings, I always have the urge to harm them. But I have been thinking could it be that all these evil things are happening to me because of the family pervert. Imagine having sex with my dad’s wife who happened to be my mother. My dad, my step dad and myself having sex with my mum. I want to believe my dad knows about these evil things I did but kept quiet, as for my step dad – I confessed to him by myself.

I am dying, my life is ruined and I don’t know what to do next.

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